What do I write…?

I want to write something

For you



But everything I write

Comes out sounding

So freaking cliche!




I never thought it was possible

How is it possible

For someone to love me this much?


Just me

In my lazy swivel computer chair


Because I can



And my dreams

And my blog

And my infatuation


I’m always forgetting

Again and again

How much I’m loved


Just me

The one off in space


I do that too much


You’re more brilliant than me

Than I ever hope to be

How do I matter to you

This much?

It’s just me

Day by day



Don’t forget me


I’m certainly not forgotten

Thank you

Thank you so much



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I want you to know

My best friend

My closest friend

I tell you everything

You always listen


In a storm

I always think of you

You’re always saying

How much you love me

I should say it more


I love you, I love you

I tell you everything

You know me

Better than anyone


It’s easy to talk to you

To tell you everything

You already know

So much, I don’t

Have to worry

What you think of me


You’re always there

You want to be

There for me

And it breaks my heart

You know


You love me so much

You’re so caring

I wish I could be

What you are to me


You’re my role-model

You’re brilliant

You’re amazing

You’re the best friend

I could ever hope for


It breaks my heart

Because I never tell you

Enough of how

Much I love you


How much you mean

How valuable you are

Maybe you already know

But sometimes

That’s not how it feels


You’re my shoulder to cry on

You’re amazing

I can’t believe

I mean so much to you


It’s impossible

How kind you are

I want to be

A friend like you


I love you so much

And I’d waste away

Without you

You know me better

Than my own mother


You know me better

Than R

Than MM

You know how I feel

About everything


Don’t ever go away

I’d miss you too much

I’d miss you more

Than I miss R


I’d miss you more

Than you can ever

Possibly know

I love you.



Pictures mine.

What you taught me


You taught me invaluable things

You taught me that sometimes life sucks

That sometimes life’s good

What it means to be kind


You taught me the tenderest things

You taught me how happiness feels

How contentment feels

Life was perfect with you


You taught me the gentlest things

You taught me how to see myself

To look away from me

And I fell in love with you


You taught me the hardest things

You taught me you weren’t everything

But you were a lot

And I sure hope you knew


You taught me I need to let go

You taught me how much I loved you

I still need to let go

I still love you, you know


You taught me a beautiful thing

You taught me to live without you

And when I saw you again

My heart turned into soup


You taught me something I can’t describe

You taught me to smile without you

To love without you

But, you know what


Oh, oh, I still love you.




Hand picture by Andrew Mitchell

Eye picture courtesy fc03.deviantart.net

I prayed that I would let you go


I wondered what life would be like

If you were to disappear

Wondered if I would feel the ache

What I would become without you near


And when you really did leave

Thinking of you was agony

I prayed that I would let you go

I loved you, and I know you know


Sometimes I wish I’d never known you

But I know everything you did for me

Yourself aside, and you helped me to see

All I thought, before you, wasn’t true


You came, and showed me how to live

And I followed you like a puppy

And then you left, and with you my heart

Still following you like a puppy


I prayed that I would let you go

Because it hurt to think of you

You gave me my greatest happiness

But after it came my sorrow


I loved you, I still love you

I’ll always love you, and never forget you

You taught me not to take for granted

Phases, like yours, that will pass


I prayed that I would let you go

I missed you, I missed you, I loved you

And again and again, more and more

Even after you’d gone, and yet –


I prayed that I would let you go

Because it hurt to think of you

I never thought my prayer would come true

And now it hurts that I’m letting you go.




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