What do I write…?

I want to write something

For you

Darling

 

But everything I write

Comes out sounding

So freaking cliche!

 

Emilino

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I never thought it was possible

How is it possible

For someone to love me this much?

 

Just me

In my lazy swivel computer chair

Procrastinating

Because I can

 

Me

And my dreams

And my blog

And my infatuation

 

I’m always forgetting

Again and again

How much I’m loved

 

Just me

The one off in space

Fantasizing

I do that too much

 

You’re more brilliant than me

Than I ever hope to be

How do I matter to you

This much?

It’s just me

Day by day

 

Saying

Don’t forget me

Well

I’m certainly not forgotten

Thank you

Thank you so much

 

Emilino

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I want you to know

My best friend

My closest friend

I tell you everything

You always listen

 

In a storm

I always think of you

You’re always saying

How much you love me

I should say it more

 

I love you, I love you

I tell you everything

You know me

Better than anyone

 

It’s easy to talk to you

To tell you everything

You already know

So much, I don’t

Have to worry

What you think of me

 

You’re always there

You want to be

There for me

And it breaks my heart

You know

 

You love me so much

You’re so caring

I wish I could be

What you are to me

 

You’re my role-model

You’re brilliant

You’re amazing

You’re the best friend

I could ever hope for

 

It breaks my heart

Because I never tell you

Enough of how

Much I love you

 

How much you mean

How valuable you are

Maybe you already know

But sometimes

That’s not how it feels

 

You’re my shoulder to cry on

You’re amazing

I can’t believe

I mean so much to you

 

It’s impossible

How kind you are

I want to be

A friend like you

 

I love you so much

And I’d waste away

Without you

You know me better

Than my own mother

 

You know me better

Than R

Than MM

You know how I feel

About everything

 

Don’t ever go away

I’d miss you too much

I’d miss you more

Than I miss R

 

I’d miss you more

Than you can ever

Possibly know

I love you.

 

Emilino

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What you taught me

 

You taught me invaluable things

You taught me that sometimes life sucks

That sometimes life’s good

What it means to be kind

 

You taught me the tenderest things

You taught me how happiness feels

How contentment feels

Life was perfect with you

 

You taught me the gentlest things

You taught me how to see myself

To look away from me

And I fell in love with you

 

You taught me the hardest things

You taught me you weren’t everything

But you were a lot

And I sure hope you knew

 

You taught me I need to let go

You taught me how much I loved you

I still need to let go

I still love you, you know

 

You taught me a beautiful thing

You taught me to live without you

And when I saw you again

My heart turned into soup

 

You taught me something I can’t describe

You taught me to smile without you

To love without you

But, you know what

 

Oh, oh, I still love you.

 

Emilino

 

Hand picture by Andrew Mitchell

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I prayed that I would let you go

 

I wondered what life would be like

If you were to disappear

Wondered if I would feel the ache

What I would become without you near

 

And when you really did leave

Thinking of you was agony

I prayed that I would let you go

I loved you, and I know you know

 

Sometimes I wish I’d never known you

But I know everything you did for me

Yourself aside, and you helped me to see

All I thought, before you, wasn’t true

 

You came, and showed me how to live

And I followed you like a puppy

And then you left, and with you my heart

Still following you like a puppy

 

I prayed that I would let you go

Because it hurt to think of you

You gave me my greatest happiness

But after it came my sorrow

 

I loved you, I still love you

I’ll always love you, and never forget you

You taught me not to take for granted

Phases, like yours, that will pass

 

I prayed that I would let you go

I missed you, I missed you, I loved you

And again and again, more and more

Even after you’d gone, and yet –

 

I prayed that I would let you go

Because it hurt to think of you

I never thought my prayer would come true

And now it hurts that I’m letting you go.

 

 

Emilino

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